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Thursday, June 09, 2005
12:46 AM

HEY PEEPS!I"VE MOVED TO dancealive89.blogspot.com. tested & proven to be safe.hee...no more irritations. so be sure to check me out dere kz?C'ya Dere!

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
10:16 PM

heyoz!i'm finally back here aft such a long time.realise tt dere's sumting realli wrong wif my blog,so decided to solve the prob b4 i blog.and ta-da!bk here wif new skin.like it?tink it's realli cool lorz,tho a bit plain.haha...but nvm la.shall make do wif dis til i find betta one.=p k,bk to topic. haha,so glad tt qing chun was a gr8 success.previously thot tt i was realli a drag,but it's over b4 i noe.realli amazed by how fast time flies.we all realli did a gr8 job man,esp wudao. +_+ hee,sorly,a bit biased here,but tink we realli did a gr8 job.and to my surprise,our 1st dance was rather well-received.no one acty laughed and instead dere's ppl clapping along wif us.omg!realli can't believe they lyk tt dance.haha....but still beri glad tt they did.phew!=) tink everyone realli put in their best tt nite,CS totally rox man!~haiz,but time realli pass damn fast man, so fast sec4s retire liao.tho the handover ceremony's not tt tear-weepin',tho i thot it would be,but realli thnx all the juniors for their effort and prezzies.the sec 2s r gr8 man,took the effort to pp dis touching tho lame :p cd & small prezzie for all the sec 4s.u guyz r fabulous man!tt dance was damn farni too. & big hugz and thnx to all wudao sec3s juniors too.took alot of effort & $(hee...) too to pp our gifts.u guyz totalli rox man too!realli beri she bu de u all,but nvm,dere's still dis performance in july,so tink we still haf time to catch up wif u all.haha... haiz, feelin' beri cocked up now coz i haven't made much progress for my muggin' dis holi.4 days wasted liao...=( so much for my gr8 plans...& so troubled over the DSA tinggy...dun feel lyk applying anymore,so damn troublesome...& neway yst juz went for a haircut,& now my hair's more layered now.argh...realli regreted goin' for the cut,lk horrid lor,but well,tink i deserve it.haha... k,enuf of my foul mood now,muz buck up & start serious mugging le.so wish me luck man...

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Saturday, April 23, 2005
11:31 PM

haiz,duno y dis wk totally sux lor.chao bz & tired.1st r the tests,esp the MEP paper,wa liao, totlly sux lor,tink i gona flop badly.all 3 tests fr Wed to Fri,how stupid.& den aft tt fri still whole day wudao & den ballet,can't relax till the right end of Fri.By the tym i reached home at nite felt weak all over,whole face oso lyk swollen up,felt so terrible tt i can't even swallow my dinner.& in the end wad?woke up by myself dis morn at 5+ & can't get to slp anymore.wonder wad's realli wrong wif me man.tink if i continue lyk dis i'll break down in no time.acty wana to relax myself at kbox aft the concert meetin' 2day,but in the end gotten a big headache coz of it.tink dey sux lor,gave us such a small rm to sing in.argh,den can't realli enjoy myself anymore.but neway felt quite guilty coz shud be studying for my math and SS tests next wk.haha..but wad's done is done. =p shall worry bout tt later. & my wkend sux too.tmr still hafta go annong's hse for lit roleplay in early morn & acty oso nd to go laselle for the dance rehearsal in the aftnn.but so glad it's last min cancelled,tho realli wana go & c for myself how laselle's lyk.hee... but at least i'll haf time to study for the tests.if not i tink i'm gona die nxt wk too.mon still got cca & fri got 2.4km run.haiz,wonder how to survive for nxt wk..oh yar,& still got MEP practical test on thur.omg!am i goin' to slog myself away every wk?at this rate how to pp for O's? argh...but wadeva,shall juz live past each day & c when i drop dead.haha...

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Sunday, April 17, 2005
6:41 PM

duno y these few days haf realli went thru & thot bout lotsa tings,makin' me so tired & my heart feels tho it has sunken.sumtimes it's realli depressin' in life tt things rn't turnin' the way u thot it shud be,or it ought to b.it has alwaes been said tt efforts r always paid off & we'll achieve anyting as long as we try hard.but i realise these r nuting,nuting except fantasy thinkin'. i'm tired... ...realli tired of tryin' when things juz dun turn out my way. sometimes passion isn't all, reality's cruel,& it's the one tt matters most... my mind hurts,my heart hurts,of always tryin' & failin'... i've no idea how long my passion can still burns,how hard can i still try,coz i've suddenly felt numb to the reality,or rather makin' myself to do so.i've no idea y am i so worked up at the slightest thing but i juz can't help it.i realise i can't control my emotions anymore,tho i tried hard and it onli ends up hurting myself more.oh god,pls save me from all these ill thinkings...if i continue lyk dis i'm afraid i'll realli break down...*weep* juz let me haf a gd cry & throw all these worries & troubles behind me... ...I shud b treasuring the good things & ppl around me instead of bein' too insistent on everything and turnin' into someone whom i dun even noe... ...

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
10:30 PM

haiz,it was so disappointed when the results was announced & our dance onli got 'Gold'...& worst of all their dialogue session was so damn crappy lor,listened to an hr+ of mumblin's den wana announce the result.-_-" can't help but cried when walkin' out of from the hall.felt a sudden sense of disppointment & feels lyk all the anticipation for nuting. +_+ but after tinkin' over the nite,realise tt the results r acty not the most impt part, but rather seein' tt everyone's united & bringin' the wudao spirit up is the thing tt we ought to b proud of. so everyone, cheerz up & dry ur tears le kz?esp yifang..noe tt u've realli given in alot to wudao,& we can all c tt,but so long as we noe tt we've dun our best & haf no regrets, dere's nuting to b sad bout.so dun tink too much bout it le k?if u keep cryin' ur eyes will look lyk the panda's one in the postcard i gave ya.hee... =p SmiLez! at least we've gotten a Gold,& tt's oso not easy lor.we shud b proud of ourselves. =) let's juz aim for a betta result for the nxt SYF & tho i'll not be in DHS by then, but i'll still b all the way behind wUdAo de.so jia youz juniors!we can surely make it de! WUDAO, WAN SHUI! =p ~

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Monday, April 11, 2005
8:50 PM

yohoo...!! 2day is finally the BIG day for wudao,& tink we realli rox big time man!haha...we did realli gr8 in SYF lor,wif everyone givin' their best in one shot,i can't help but tear the moment we got offstage.lolz... but it's the tears of joy! hee... though the results' onli announced tmr aftnn,but thru the praises of our alumni & other ppl,tink we stand a gr8 chance of gettin' Gold wif Honours.haha..now it's the biggest hope for everyone & we r keepin' our fingers crossed til tmr aftnn. =p but we noe tt we won't get disppointed.hahaz... & oso thru 2day tt let moi realise tt acty wudao's realli united lorz,esp the guys.b4 entering the theatre they did a loud cheer 2gether & when we r all preparin' in the bkstage,they started stretchin' & parcticin' their actions w/o anyone tellin' them,which realli surprises mi a lot coz tt's totally diff fr their attitude durin' dance prac. ahaha...but it goes to show tt the guyz in wudao rn't tt bad after all,& it's realli touchin' 2 c how much effort they put in & how seriously they treat the competition,juz lyk everybody else.heez... i gas SYF isn't onli the time to clinch the gold by all means but oso unites the whole CCA.everyone's spirit juz went up aft the SYF & we cheered all the way bk to sch.wohoo....! but juz when i thot tt we can finally haf a wk's break aft so much effort,tt lu lao shi haf to tell us tt we haf a stupid performance dis Fri. wa liao,we nd 2 rest one lor. pray hard tt our item's cancelled & most of all no nd 2 to dance the Indian dance. muahaha... but wadeva,juz glad tt we did a gr8 job durin' SYF & thnx for those hu r oso dere for us! lUv yA lOtZ! wUdAo rOx!~

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Friday, April 01, 2005
12:07 AM

heyoz!happy 16th b'dae niang! woah,b'dae on April's Fool,no wonder u r full of lameness. hahaz.. 1 yr older le, muz stay pwetty & smart kz? dun lyk moi,16 le still so blur and stupid.lolz... & tmr's annong b'dae too! but nd to go for CCA and visit my late grandparents tmr,scared i 4got,so wish ya a early 'HaPpY B'DaE' 1st! see,i so nice,ur best b'dae prezzie ever lor.haha... =p neway 2day's Speech Day,so get to stay at home all day.wohoo....acty plan to got out,but nd to fetch my siblings home since my mum went to hospital for appointment.but since it's destined for moi to be so free 2day,shall finish all my hw & study hard for nxt wk 3 tests.muahaha,c i so guai? but in the end ended up playing my com for the whole morn. -_-" hahaz,so shall stop here & start on my work.so happy tt i passed my last physics test & so muz maintain dis record.haha,wish moi luck!

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